How come this Karma always turns out to be a bitch? Now don't yell at me, I've got my reasons.
I was born in early November. A rainy season and stuff, when you'd rather just lay in your bed all day or have a hot chocolate near to the window while watching the rain. You know, I used to love this kind of weather back then, when everything was perfect, when it wasn't on its last legs. Now I'm not sure if I feel the same about it. So I'm bullcakin' right here because I feel like I don't want to lose this affinity I've got for the rain (as if this will tackle the problem, but whatever, just keep it under your hat & move on). The stupidest part is that we're somewhere in June and the rain looks like it won't stop very soon. And it ain't that type of summer rain, when you can't wait to get out and feel it coming down on you, feel it on your skin accompanied by the warm wind that tickles your face. Instead it is dark, gloomy & cold. And I don't even feel like drinking. Nor like drawing, taking pics, watching TV or even doing anything. I'm just searching for some warmth. Just hoping to find that complete peace of mind I've been looking for so badly. Just feeling that I'm attuned to the Universe again. I'm just trying to feel alive. At least once again. At least during this lifetime.
Blue Nipple Boy - Special Invitation (2010 Radio Edit)
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