sâmbătă, 28 iulie 2012

Asdfghjkl.

Am o nevoie dementa sa scriu in seara asta. Nu stiu ce, nu stiu despre ce sau in legatura cu ce pentru ca mi se-nvart rotitele-n cap la viteza maxima. Dar trebuie sa scriu, scrisul ma elibereaza indiferent de continut, ca oricum nu stiu cine citeste asta si nu imi pasa cine. Dar stiu ca asta e alter ego-ul meu si ca atare imi striga sa scriu. Scriu. Aberatii, tampenii, nu imi pasa ce, atata timp cat la final mi se relaxeaza muschii si mintea. Ih. Asdfghjkl. Gata. Acum ma simt mai bine. Don't try to understand it, you won't. As long as you don't feel the same.
XO.

marți, 24 iulie 2012

Take care.



I've listened carefully to every word of yours, I've looked into your eyes, I've watched your every move, and I can tell...I can tell that you were hurt as well, just as many times as I was. That you gave all of you to people who gave nothing back, and that you were left behind just when you least expected. And I know how you feel like a wreck, like nothing could matter anymore.
No matter how many times we laughed, I could still notice that sweet sadness in your eyes, and it made me wonder. I sometimes get scared of how much we're alike. I nearly wonder if any of this is real. Just like I wondered if there was any chance of seeing you again. I don't know many things about you, all of your scars, all of your happy times, but I would love to. 'Cause I could tell there were a lot. That unique way can't come from nowhere. I would love to know the real you, and I know I would love all of your sides. 'Cause you got me really impressed, and not many people could do that in my life. I don't know why I'm doing this. I just have a warm feeling inside since that day, and your face just doesn't want to vanish from my mind. It's crazy how can this happen...I guess it's fate, or who knows. I don't know where we're going. I don't know where and if it ends. Or in what way. However it might be, I'll ever be grateful for meeting you that day. I had a special feeling that day. And special people can't be forgotten so easily.

XO