Athazagoraphobia.

I know that this may sound stupid, but when you find a soul that matches yours, all the feelings are overwhelming. You're surrounded by thousands of feelings you may have lacked before, and you have so much to say that you don't know exactly where to start from. So you overly attach, and have the impression that you know that person for a lifetime, and everything's perfect, and your heart rate goes crazy...it's just like falling in love for the first time. But in a different way. It's weird you know, I can't even explain it, but whoever's been through this knows exactly what I'm talkin' 'bout. The rush, the feelings, premature happiness, sweet dizziness, euphoria, and everything similar to it...It's like, you finally feel alive.
The sad part is, the more you get attached, the fear of losing them rises. And you get crazy and paranoid whenever you think something's wrong, practically making them wanna leave you.
So, my friend, if you fear losing the one you love, start by not letting them forget that you don't want to lose them. 'Cause shouts and paranoia never tackled any problem. Athazagoraphobia, my friend. Fucking athazagoraphobia.

Love the way it burns.

Sometimes I think I've got a massochistic side. No, not in that way, don't get me wrong, but from a moral point of view. The thing is, sometimes I put so much love and effort into the things I love that I even freak myself out. Of how many bullets I'd be able to take for'em, of how far I'd go just to protect everything I love - even if that would mean getting myself hurt. It's funny, ain't it? How much we think we're indestructible but still willing to break ourselves into pieces just to keep it whole.Just to make sure we see that smile on their faces, even if we suffer severe damage inside. And what's the most weird yet annoying thing is the fact that we love it. We love the way it hurts, we somehow get addicted to the pain, and I can't fucking explain how that goes. It just does. And we go with it. But isn't that fucking true love? When you reach the state of self-sacrifice just to remind yourselves how much you fucking love each other? How much you'd be able to bleed just to stop each other from bleeding? I guess it is...Now go fucking appreciate that. 'Cause the ones who'd do that for you are fewer than your fingers. And only a fucking dumb would let that go.